『±0』 ♪初音ミク/VY1


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I thought there must have been a way past it while I was regretful and alone in my room. I dream of being a bird that will never land. I want to take a step forward but I keep getting dragged the other way. I’m all tied up and I score zero on this endless test. The prophecy is crushed under the weight of the past. The balance is off-whack in this seesaw game. Mood swings attack me, rising and falling. I can’t even run away on my trembling legs.

How wonderful would it be if I could erase my emotions before I simply reach my limits and it’s too late! Pleasure and displeasure are getting in my way. How stubborn, how brave of them! I can’t move my feet no matter how much time passes so I can’t go forward or back! Yesterday and today, things remain stagnant. I’m shut away and at a standstill. I keep looking at an answer that doesn’t exist and throw away test papers with holes in them. I tremble in fear morning, noon and night. I look down at my motionless body. I’ll drift forever in a sea of anxiety waiting for the end with all my heart. The batteries in my head are round the wrong way.

Battery fluid leaks from my brain and it explodes. Negative ions are inside positive thoughts. I shouldn’t have found out. It’s too late to regret it. I can’t make my way to the right answer though I continue in vain. I know what the result is all too well. It’s all a massive, massive failure! My criminal record is laughable and helplessly foolish. No matter what you multiply zero by, you’re gonna get nothing at all! I can’t do a thing about the past and I can’t undo my mistakes. Everything I’ve done wrong pierces through me. If the wounds on my heart will fade by inflicting wounds to my body then I want to return everything to zero seeking forgiveness. Despair seems to cover my heart and I can’t get a hold of happiness.

If I can’t accept them and will be crushed under the weight then why not end it all? decided to make my last, awful room my place of death. I hung myself. If there’s no meaning adding or subtracting then just erase the entire problem. I will rest in peace.


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